On this date, a month ago, that night, I was trying to
arrange some sentences to ask someone to be my girlfriend. I was so confused,
don’t know what to say. But after 2 hours of thinking, I make a perfect words
to say. So I send her a voice note. I
say “I won’t take no as the answer” so she said yes. And then she finally be my
girlfriend
Do u guys know who is the girl we talking about? No? It’s
the girl from this post. The girl who once broke my heart, lol :d so, yes,
we’re finally be a couple, and it’s already a month today.. so err let’s say
I’m the luckiest guy on earth :d
If I can say, we both have this feeling in the wrong time.
But people said that you will find the right person in the wrong time, so there
she is :3 I want to have a little flashback here, hope you don’t get bored with
my story
We met at the japanese conversation club on senior high
school. We’re not that close. We’re just know each other. I don’t have feelings
for her that time. And so she is (I think). But I like the way she smile when I
meet her. The way she called me “okaasaaan” (it’s ‘mom’ in japanese) it’s
somehow make me smile. Time pass, now, we’re on 12th grade. Nothing
happen between us. I heard she’s having a boyfriend that time. This make me sad
somehow, a bit. I’m not sure that time about my feelings toward her. Not so
long after that, I broke up with my girlfriend (that time, my first ex). In
order to forgetting my sadness, I randomly texting all my friends. Well, that’s
make me know they better. I’m texting with her too. The truth is, she and her
boyfriend is not that match. She thinks her boyfriend is just too kind. A
typical nice guy who’s smart and (maybe) a success person in the future. But
she said he’s just too boring. So they broke up.
That time, after she’s broke up, I’m the one who’s always
text her. We’re getting closer and closer. But someday, she stopped texting me.
As you guys know on this post. After that happen, we’re not that close anymore.
we’re stop texting and we’re busy with our own colleague things. We’re just
sometimes still mention each other on twitter. My feelings for her is never
change, it’s always there. But then I started think it’s time to move on. So I
try to open my heart for another woman. I meet my second ex on colleague. At
first, I think my ex was very kind person who really care about me. Just after
1 month, she’s start to rarely replying my text. Don’t care about me, don’t
care if I’m sick or something. A very selfish person too. She’s jealous with 1
woman, she’s banned from seeing this friend of mine. But she’s keep meeting
another new man. On her phone, she text a lot of her boy friends, not
boyfriend, but friends who is a boy, you know.. I mean like, what the fuck? And
yet she’s like to leave me. anyhow, I got text from my current gf (that time,
we’re still friends), she said she wants
visit my university to bought some food. Cause in her university the canteen
was suck. I said okay just tell me if you want to come. Then, someday, I got a
text again said that she’s already in my university. So I go seeing her. Well
that was nice. I’ve got no money back then, yet she and her friends buying
foods that I could ask the rest. Nice.
We start to get closer again. She said she regret what she
have done. And to telling the truth is I still love her. The things get worse
between me and my gf (second ex). I don’t like it how she desert me. I don’t
like it. I don’t like being abandoned. I mean, hey, I’m your bf, please, need
your attention here. So we’re broke up. I tell her that I already hate her and
I lay my eyes on somebody else. She was mad at me. she tell me that I’m a jerk,
a bitch(?), dog, fuck, everything. Everyone who asked her why we broke up, she
answer that I cheated over her. Scumbag ex gf.
But I don’t care. My current gf now gimme attention that I
like :3 so one month ago we’re being a couple :3 but… this day she’s busy with
her colleague thing. Too busy too text me, too busy too meet me, too busy to…ah
nevermind. But it’s okay. My hope for her to someday that she will back to her
normal self again is still here. It’s our anniv after all :3 happy anniv dear,
I love ya J
