I trapped in my university yesterday. I can’t go home. I
want to but I can’t. It simply just there’s a closing ceremony of maharu (it
means “new student”) cup. There’s a big stage in front of library building on
my university. I trapped with my friends (luckily). So one of my friend asks me
to escort her to bought some drink. On the way, we talk a lot. Then the truth
is she’s just broke up with her boyfriend. It’s happen about 2 or 3 weeks ago.
Then we tried to exchange some statement about boys and girls. Here they are
Me: so, how the thing’s going with you and your bf? I heard
that you broke up
Her: yes, happens about 2 or 3 weeks ago. It’s so sad that
we broke up. Like 2 years with him is completely useless
Me: don’t say like that, bad relationship teach you how to
be a better person (I’m trying to be wise here)
Her: ………….. are you okay?
Me: what the fuuu? I’m completely okay. Look, now, I know
your heart is broken but, come on, move on, there, sooooo many handsome guy,
can you see it?
Her: yeah.. But I don’t have to look for another guy, here,
after I broke up, there’s so many other guys trying to get me, they text me
non-stop
*she’s showing her inbox*
Me: aw man, what the heck? You lucky bastard. After I broke
up with my first ex, my cellphone is even more deserted than a graveyard
Her: I feel sorry for you, but I know why, your face tell me
everything hahahaha *she laugh so hard that I want to clogging her mouth with
my underpants*
Her: hey dhli, I know it’s my fault, I know I’m the one who
ask him to broke up, but why I’m still cannot accept that? Even it’s already 2
weeks. Why you guys so easily forget about your ex?
Me: not me, the first time I broke up, I let myself starving
for a whole day, just drink some water, I really lost my appetite. On the day I
smile, I laugh, on the night, in my room, I cried silently. For the whole week
I was like that. What shock me more is after a week we broke up, she’s already
found my replacement. Like, what the heck?
Her: it must be hard; the first time was always hard
Me: absolutely. Guys are dumb. We pretend to don’t care, but
actually we still fucking care. But it’s different when we talking about guys
whom real jerk. They don’t care, and they really don’t care. Usually guys like
this one is having more than 1 girl, so it’s not a big deal if one of them
broke up. Love your boyfriend if he’s suddenly text you with no reason in the
middle of the night. Appreciate his feeling.
Her: well I know that he’s still stalking my twitter. And
you know him, he’s over protective
Me: that’s what I’m talking about man -_- yeah I know that,
he’s terrorizing my twitter cause I tweet you that there’s some guy looking for
you, he read my tweet then get mad like I was stealing his virginity. LMFAO.
Anyhow a guys who over protective? Priceless, you know. He’s feeling insecure
about you, he’s afraid that he might lose you. Just give him some understanding
and tell him that you’re not gonna leave him.
Her: I already do that, I already tell him that I’m not
gonna leave him, but he’s still like that
Me: hmm if so then……….just slap him rights in his face while
saying “I really love you, you bastard, stop being over protective”
mwhahahahaha just kidding, don’t do this
Her: are you fucking insane? -_-“ He’s gonna kill me, he’s a
short tempered guy.
Me: LOL, I’m just kidding. So for now, let’s move on, look
for the other guy. Tell me, is there any of your admirer is handsome?
Her: well, some of it
Me: how about handsome… AND RICH? That would be awesome
Her: yes yes, there is some guys who’s like that.
Me: awesome, married that guy, lol
Her: you sick -_-
Me: I am mwahahaha, sorry, so my turn now. Is every girl on
this world is having a same pattern? I mean, look at my second ex. Before we
dating, she’s so fucking care about me, text me everyday, every night. Wants to
follow me everywhere I ask her to go with me. After 1-2 month, she’s rarely
reply my text, don’t want to go out with me. She’s even going out with a guy
and don’t talk to me! I know I’m her no one, but still, like “can’t you talk to
me first for that ’stupid date’? Like how I feel?” I somehow afraid that happen
to me again this time. I’m afraid my girlfriend is being like her. I’m afraid
she will ignore me; she will stop caring about me
Her: well, for me, of course the entire woman is same.
Before date, we try to impress you guys. We’re trying to be “the best girl
you’ve ever met”. Once we got you, I dunno, some of us will get bored, some of
us will try to know you better, some of us will dumped you saying that “this is
all you got? Not satisfying, better go search for the other one”, some of us
will stay forever with you and say “you’re the right guy, I love you. Let stay
together”. Let’s hope your girlfriend is from that last one.
Me: amen for that. And why the fuck everything we do is
always wrong? You think we guys are always wrong?
Her: of course! That’s like a, um, fate for guys to be
always wrong. Here’s my advice, whatever you do, no matter it’s right or wrong
don’t mad at your girlfriend. Just accept it. Be patient.
Me: but that’s insane! I just can’t stay quiet if I’m right.
How about if my girlfriend is really wrong? Like, maybe, cheat on me, should I
stay quiet? Hell no, I can’t.
Her: you dumbass! What I mean is when you arguing something,
a small talk, not like when she’s cheat on you, you stupid. When she’s cheat on
you just leave her for good. Cause every broke up is deserve a second chance,
except if you’re broke up and the cause of it was cheating. Just trust her
completely for now. If she’s really love you, she will somehow looking for you
if you’re gone for a whole day. If she loves you, she will give some attention.
I said some, not whole, so if she’s busy, just leave her, when she’s done, she
will chat you, I’m sure of that.
Me: *claps my hands
like a retarded seal* wow, you are truly a woman don’t you? But today, I don’t
get any of her messages. She’s even not read my last chat. Do you think what is
she doing?
Her: do you want to
get a kiss by truck? *Sarcastically look in my eyes* tell you what dhli, it’s
not just boy who can get their hobby, we, girls, have a hobby too, like
shopping, hang out with our friends, sleep over, etc. what is your girlfriend’s
hobby?
Me: umm…teasing me
._.
Her: ugh -_- the
other one?
Me: oh! Playing her Xbox.
Her: yep, that could do it. Maybe now she’s busy with her
Xbox. You guys like to play video games too right? And how do you feel if we
suddenly disturb you?
Me: actually if that’s me, I don’t mind if my girlfriend
disturb me, I usually disturbed by my parents when I’m playing video games.
Lol. But really, I don’t mind. I just pause the game and reply it. But if I
can’t pause the game cause the game itself, yes, I won’t reply it.
Her: maybe it’s okay with you, but not with her. So just
understand her. When she’s done, if she’s really love you, she will text you,
remember?
Me: yes, but sometimes I want more. I mean, she’s just
sometimes gone for a whole day, when we chat, it’s just 5 or six conversation
then she’s gone again. I miss her so much, you know. We‘re should have a date
this Wednesday. But I blow it up. I make her mad at me. She doesn’t want to
meet me, she even ask me if I want to broke up with her, “HELL NO!” I said. Now
I miss her even more, roar.
Her: sukuriiiiiin hahahaha.
Now that’s what I said. Just hold on loosely, but don’t let it go. Give
her some privacy. If she really love you, she WILL NOT gonna leave you, I
guarantee it, cause I’m a woman. Well, but I can’t guarantee it for 100% hehe.
If she found another man who’s completely more handsome than you, richer, more
smart, who knows? Hahaha. Trust her completely now. If you’re being mellow and
down, remember her sweetness towards you, don’t you express it on twitter,
dumbass.
Me: hey I thought you
are on my side?! Don’t scare me like that. Ah yes.. She’s completely sweet when she’s trying to
my attention before we date. Her caring, her attention. Can’t forget it haha.
Her: that’s the one. lol.
Then we back and sit down in front of stage to watch some
absolutely weird band. I don’t understand what are they saying and what the
fuck the song is they played. So I just look up and see the star bright
Then dark clouds came. Right above me. Want to pour their water.
Fuck. It’s gonna rain..
